I just don't know. I'm a different person now and I can't seem to figure out who I should be. Most of my "circle" does not exist anymore. I have two sons and I have to address who I am now and what I want, what they expect and "who" I should be now.
60 years old is looming and I just don't think I like that. Where did it all go? How does one man make so many mistakes at key times in his life to end up "here"? What's important now?
That's all I have for now. Well, that's not necessarily true. I have lots but is it worth putting it out there? For now, I'm going to do what I've always done. I'll bury myself in a job and hope it works itself out, knowing full well that it will NOT!
